Sandra was lying in her bed, thinking of her weekend  This Saturday, she would meet up with Sean, as he will be in town for the weekend.  The WWE was coming for their PPV in Detroit and she would be able to spend time with her lover Sean Waltman.  When I say lover, its because Sean was already married, but as his marriage wasnt working out, he had a relation with her.  This relationship started almost 4 years ago.  Sean was really good with Sandra, but there was only one thing that Sandra had a hard time with.  The fact that Sean wouldnt get a divorce from his wife to be with her. 

While Sandra was thinking of Sean, she remembered her first encounter with Sean; it was at her first live event, in September 1998.  She went to the show with her friend Missy.  They got to the arena early in the afternoon to try to meet the wrestlers.  While they were waiting, the wrestlers would drive by them and wave.  Some of them would stop and sign autographs, others wouldnt even stop.  There was this black car that had two guys.  It was Sean and Paul, better known as Triple H.  Sandra and Missy had made posters for the wrestlers.  Missys favourite wrestlers were Triple H and The Rock.  Sandras were X-Pac and Undertaker.  When both guys saw the posters, they decided to stop and talk to the girls.  There were not a lot of people there waiting, so no commotion.  X-Pac looked at Sandra and asked her if she did have any of what her poster said.  On her poster, it said X-Pac 4:20.  Sandra blushed for a few seconds and told him that she did in fact have some.  Then, Sean motioned to Sandra to come over the driver side to talk more while Missy was talking to Paul.

Sean looked for a peace of paper and a pen and gave his room number and phone number to Sandra, for her to call him after the show.  Sandra grabbed the little piece of paper and put it in her pocket.  Sean told her to call him around 11:30 pm or so, that he would be back  Then, he drove into the parking lot and got inside the arena

Sandra was really excited and Missy was still a little bit surprised about it, but as Sandras best friend, she would go with her.

The time had arrived and Sandra started dialling the number.  A deep voice answered the phone.  Sandra asked for Sean and the person told her to hold on.  Sean grabbed the phone and basically, invited Sandra to come to his room that he would be waiting for her.  Sandra mentioned to him that her friend would come with her and Sean asked if it was the one that she was with this afternoon.  She told her yes and Sean continued saying that Paul was hoping to see her as well.

About 15 minutes later, Missy and Sandra reached the hotel, and got into the elevator.  When they reached the floor, the door opened and both Sandra and Missy looked at each other with a grin.  This was it, no turning back

When Sean opened the door, Sean was all smiled, dressed in track pants, DX jersey and his bandana on.  Paul was sitting on the bed, dressed the same way, with no bandana.  Missy and Sandra entered the room and sat on the couch.  Sean invited Sandra to sit next to him on the bed.  She went and took out two joints that she brought.  They were fat and Seans eyes grew big  Paul and Missy joined them and they lighted up both at the same time.  Sandra and Sean shared one, Paul and Missy the other one.  After they finished them, Sean went in the bathroom and came out with a couple of bottles of beer.  They started drinking and drinking and one thing came with the other and soon enough, Missy and Sandra found themselves in bed with the guys.  Being high and drunk always made Sandra really horny, so she didnt argue about it.

From that day and on, they kept seeing each other.  Sandra thought that Sean was doing that in every city, having a girl there to satisfy him, but it wasnt like that.  He was falling for her and whenever he wasnt at home or on the road for a show, he would go visit her in Windsor.  After a couple of visits, Sandra started asking him about his wife, thats when Sean mentioned that his relationship and marriage was not going anywhere and that he wanted to be with her, not his wife.  He kept telling her that he loved her and that he was so happy since that day they met.  Sandra was happy too, to have found somebody so loving and caring as Sean.  The only problem really was that he still was married and that would stop her and Sean to grow their relationship to a higher level.

Every time Sandra would bring the conversation, Sean would just change it or tell her that it is in the process  One year turned into two, then a third one.  Their relationship was still as strong as the first day.  They did love each other very much and Sandra wanted to have a child with Sean.  She thought she was ready and her situation with Sean was under a strong base.  She also was thinking of asking Sean when the divorce would be final so that way, all her dreams would go the way she always planned them since she was a little girl.  Falling in love, marry the man and then, have a child, which would be the gift of their love.

Sandra waited until their third anniversary weekend to talk about with Sean, before she would go and make all kind of plans.  When Sean opened the door of the house, there were roses and candles everywhere.  Sean knew why the whole house was decorated like that, and he had a surprise of his own to give to Sandra.  When she joined him in the lobby, they had a long kiss and when she broke it, she smiled and told him that she was waiting for this moment for a long time.  That she wanted to talk to him.  Sean looked at her and told her that he had something for her as well that will make her really happy, and showed her the white envelop.  Sandras heart started beating faster, what she was thinking of talking to him and asking was finally here.  That was the freedom that she was waiting for.

Sandra has a nice romantic dinner prepared for both of them, which they ate really slowly, talking about their good times since they met.  When desert arrived, they had cheesecake and wine.  Then, they changed room and went into the living room to talk.

Sandra wanted to start talking, and being able to ask him about the divorce.  That way, he would be able to hand out the papers that he had inside the envelop, which will confirm everything and then, her dream would be reality.  When she asked him the question about the divorce, Seans face turned white and stood up from the couch.  Sandra didnt know why he reacted like that and stood up asking him what was wrong.  Sean took a deep breath and turned to Sandra.  He told her that he had something to tell her and it wasnt because of her.

They sat down on the couch; Sean took both of her hands and slowly thought of the words to tell her what he had to say.  Sandra knew that it wasnt going to be good.

Sean told her that he cannot ask for a divorce, because if he did, he would loose any contact with his kids.  His wife knew about his relationship with Sandra and didnt mind.  The problem was that she didnt want to loose the security of Sean paying for everything.  She didnt care about him, but she did for the money, as Sean was paying for everything  It was a business relationship and that would give him rights to see him kids as he wanted.

When he was done explaining this to Sandra, she had tears flowing down her cheeks.  What she didnt want to hear was happening.  And the worst part about it was that she had also news to tell him, which now, would change her whole world.

Sandra then asked him what was in the white envelop.  Sean took the envelop and gave it to Sandra.  When she opened it, it was two tickets for a cruise in the Bahamas.  She looked at him and asked him what are they gonna do now ?  Sean pulled Sandra up and looked at her in the eyes.  He told her that he loved her and didnt want to end this relationship.  He wanted to continue and be with her for the rest of his life.  Sandra didnt know what to say at the moment.  She had to tell him about her own news that she found out.  She then told him that she did in fact wanted to spend the rest of her life with him and their child.

Sean was speechless, didnt know what to say or do.  Sandra was afraid of his reaction and while he wasnt doing anything, the more Sandra was scared.  Then, it sank into Sean what she said and he smiled to her and hugged her.  He told her that this was the best news of the day and that he was going to be there for both of them, as a father and lover.  That wouldnt change anything on how he felt for her.  He then, asked her to look into his eyes and softly told her that he loved her.  They kissed gently

She then realised that it was time for her to get up and take a shower.  She looked at her son, Kevin who was only 1 month old.  He was still sleeping.  He looked like Sean and lot.  This was her life now, her son, the result of her passionate love with Sean.  It was one part of her long time dream that was reality, knowing that the other part will never get to be realized.  But at least, she knew that Sean would keep his promise, to stay with her for the rest of her life.  How did she know that ???  Because the day after Kevin was born, Sean got a tattoo on his heart with the three names.  The three names of the ones that he will spend the rest of his life with

The End